2026.09.06
there is a very thin line between me and being utterly insane and [...] is wearing it down so much i don't know how much i have left in me to contain it
asked myself if i had to portray my loneliness, aloneness, how would i do it - probably alone in a room that progressively gets bigger no wonder je tu il elle resonates with me so much
i mean surely you have some inkling - you know i'd do anything for you
painting, making - mode of relationality don't you get that with your [...]?
but so often i don't quite know why or what i'm trying to understand
what am i able to see, translate?
what could i have been, if it weren't for this
i wanted to get closer to youi wanted to be closer to you